Wednesday, May 06, 2015


The year 2015 started off good. We went for a family vacation in Penang in February as one of my cousins got married and I went back to Kuching to visit the in-laws. 

Then it all went downhill from there. Ayah had fallen asleep during one of his dialysis session and had a hypoglycaemic attack where his sugar level dropped to 1.7. He was unconscious for several hours. That was when we discovered that there was also a wound on his right heel and it had blackened. All this while he refused to go to the doctor to get it treated. 

Fast forward 2 months later, he had suffered a stroke which left him speech impaired and right leg amputated up till his ankle. He has got tubes everywhere on his body and his spirit is low. I can tell from the look in his face. Like he is broken. 

It breaks my heart watching him suffer like that. But I believe Ayah is a fighter. Please fight harder, Ayah. We are all here for you. 

Ya Allah.. kami memohon kepadaMu..
Ayah kami sedang menderita sakit, tolong berikan kesembuhan kepadanya ya Allah..
Kerana dengan berkat dan kurniaMu kami berserah segalanya
Ya Allah ya tuhan kami...Ayah memang seorang yang kuat.. tetapi jika ini ujian dariMu...
Berikanlah dia kekuatan untuk menyelesaikan Ujian dariMu ya Allah...
Kami sebagai keluarga, tentu ingin sekali melihat Ayah sembuh seperti sediakala
Ya Allah, semoga engkau menyembuhkan Ayah yang sangat kami sayangi...