I cried when I read this before coming to work. I read it the second time when I got into the office and I cried again. Yes, I’m feeling very emotional today.
Such a sweet, sweet man. Lucky woman, that wife of his.
On Tuesday, I told hubby that I was going to come home a bit late as I was supposed to attend a farewell dinner for a colleague at one of the restaurants in Bukit Bintang. I came back around 10pm and saw hubby having dinner in the room with the laptop in front of him. I felt guilty because he had to have dinner alone but at the same time I felt sad because he didn’t ask me how my eye appointment at the doctor went. So I kinda “merajuk” with him and after I took my shower I didn’t even stay in the room with him. I went downstairs to watch television and left him all alone in the room. I was feeling angry and sad and melancholic at the same time. Maybe because I was having my menstrual and my hormones tak betul skit.
After I watched the television I went up to my room and saw hubby had already slept. It was around 11.30pm and he didn’t usually sleep that early. I switched off the lights and went to sleep too.
The next morning I woke up and got myself ready for work and hubby was also getting ready for work and hubby asked me what was wrong. He asked me why I was moody last night. I told hubby I was just feeling melancholic and I had no mood. Hubby said it’s okay, he understood and gave me a big hug and a kiss and told me it’s all gonna be okay. I told him I was sorry and he said there was nothing to be sorry about.
Sometimes I think I am a little bit harsh on my hubby. I don’t mean to be but sometimes I get angry and sad at myself and I let it out on him, which I know I shouldn’t but still do. Him, being an understanding and a wonderful husband just took it all in. I am sorry, hubby. I will try to be a better wife. I just hope that you’ll be patient with me. Even though you don’t understand why I am acting in a certain way, I just need for you to love me. You don’t have to understand me but you just need to love me. That’s all.
Such a sweet, sweet man. Lucky woman, that wife of his.
On Tuesday, I told hubby that I was going to come home a bit late as I was supposed to attend a farewell dinner for a colleague at one of the restaurants in Bukit Bintang. I came back around 10pm and saw hubby having dinner in the room with the laptop in front of him. I felt guilty because he had to have dinner alone but at the same time I felt sad because he didn’t ask me how my eye appointment at the doctor went. So I kinda “merajuk” with him and after I took my shower I didn’t even stay in the room with him. I went downstairs to watch television and left him all alone in the room. I was feeling angry and sad and melancholic at the same time. Maybe because I was having my menstrual and my hormones tak betul skit.
After I watched the television I went up to my room and saw hubby had already slept. It was around 11.30pm and he didn’t usually sleep that early. I switched off the lights and went to sleep too.
The next morning I woke up and got myself ready for work and hubby was also getting ready for work and hubby asked me what was wrong. He asked me why I was moody last night. I told hubby I was just feeling melancholic and I had no mood. Hubby said it’s okay, he understood and gave me a big hug and a kiss and told me it’s all gonna be okay. I told him I was sorry and he said there was nothing to be sorry about.
Sometimes I think I am a little bit harsh on my hubby. I don’t mean to be but sometimes I get angry and sad at myself and I let it out on him, which I know I shouldn’t but still do. Him, being an understanding and a wonderful husband just took it all in. I am sorry, hubby. I will try to be a better wife. I just hope that you’ll be patient with me. Even though you don’t understand why I am acting in a certain way, I just need for you to love me. You don’t have to understand me but you just need to love me. That’s all.
