Peace of Mind

I just received my letter of increment yesterday. Crap! Can’t even buy decent shoes with what I got. Alright, gonna take a few deep breath now. Inhale…exhale…inhale…exhale…Cosmic, be thankful that you got an increment and a decent bonus. Some people don’t get anything at all.

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Had a semi-huge fight with the boyfriend. The man flirted and had the gall to tell me that he simply regarded it as a joke! A joke! If it were a joke then I wouldn’t be soooo upset then, would I? If it were a joke then I would be rolling on the floor laughing now, wouldn’t I? I am NOT the jealous type okay. I am quite liberal and have no problem if the boyfriend wants to meet up his other friends who happen to be women as long as he tells me about it. Doesn’t he know that I have trust issues? If other people agreed with me that it was a flirtatious act on his part then how come he doesn’t view it as such? GRRR!! Take me seriously when I said that I am upset, will you? Don’t la say, “What’s wrong with you? Period ke?” Arghh!! SOOOO NOT the right thing to say okay???

I don’t know whether it is right to say, “I trust you. It’s OTHER people that I don’t trust!” But in these day and age, it is better to be safe than sorry, kan? I don’t think I’m blowing things out of proportion.

OMG! I have so much anger in me these past couple of days that it is scaring me. High blood pressure you think? *Gulp*

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On a lighter note, I am going to Awana Genting with a bunch of my schoolmates this weekend. That should be fun. Plan to play volleyball all day and sing karaoke all night. Oh and probably get that RM45 foot massage too.

Have a good weekend peeps!

Tagged by Angel Eyes

I was tagged by the beautiful Ms Angel Eyes yesterday whereby I was to write an entry between 100-200 words. I have to include the words in red only once. Hey! Tough jugak okay but as usual I manage to do it in less than 20 minutes. Ermmm FYI, it’s all fiction ya…Hehehe…Here goes nothing…

Last night I decided to watch porn or “blue film” for the very first time. The title of the film was “Blowjob Robot”. Don’t ask me why yours truly decide to watch porn okay. Yours truly was by herself and the loneliness was killing her! Could also be because yours truly was horny. So anyway, yours truly brought a glass of water and a bowl of juicy grapes to her room. 20 minutes into the movie, the power went out. Dammit! Yours truly tried to find a candle but there wasn’t any. So yours truly sat in the dark, on the sofa with her handphone and was scrolling down the numbers and decided to pick a random number to call because yours truly was so bored.

Before yours truly could start dialling the number, the lights came back on. Thank god! Now yours truly can go back to watching porn instead of having phone sex with a complete stranger. Pheww!

190 words! Not bad eh?

Ode To A Friend...

To My Dearest friend and Sis, Blur GurL…

I miss you. There I said it. I know you have been very busy preparing for your upcoming wedding in March and don’t get me wrong I totally understand how much work needs to be put in preparing for a wedding (although I’ve never experienced it personally) but what I wanted to say is I really do miss you. I hardly see you nowadays and even when we promised to see each other on a particular day, something would come up or something would go wrong with the preparation and we would have to cancel or postpone meeting up. The last time I saw you was a month ago I think at one of the Embassy series.

I am very happy for you, sis. Really I am. After all the heartaches and heartbreaks you have had to endure these past years, you have finally found someone to share your life with. I still remember the day you met him the very first time. It was July last year. In fact my mom was there too! It was in my hospital room and I had just come out of surgery and all our friends were there! I can imagine how he must be feeling going on a first date with the girl’s friends scrutinising his every move. I gotta hand it to him though, he was cool as a cucumber. After you left with him, we thought we’ll never see him ever again cos we thought he must be spooked by us but he apparently he wasn’t. Yay for him! He called and ask you out again and again and again :-) I can understand why he has fallen hard for you. Any man would. You’re such a warm, caring and beautiful person with a big heart and a great personality. You both are lucky to have found each other.

And now you guys are getting married. Come March, there will be no more sleepovers at my house or gossiping about our friends and giggling like schoolgurls till 4 o’clock in the morning or window-shopping the whole day till our feet get tired of walking. It was the best of times and I will cherish them always.

Well my dearest BG, I wish nothing but the best for you. Please remember that I am always here for you when you need me. You’ve been there for me when I was going through some tough times and have been my shoulder to cry on. Perhaps I am being a tad too sentimental for my own good but that’s just the way I am.

Here’s to you, BG…my best friend, my sister, my confidante…Semoga Berbahagia Hingga Ke Anak Cucu

MY SOUL IS NOT FOR SALE!!!

For my Ugly, DumbAss Boss!

.....And my boss said to me

Wash my car, Shine my shoes

You will go far in this company if you kiss my ass

Sell out your co-workers, be loyal to me

I said “My Soul is not for Sale!"

And my boss said to me

Deal with the people I tell you to deal with

Spy for me, Destroy those who don’t obey

Stab people in the back just to make it to the top

I said “My Soul is not for Sale!"

And my boss said to me

I rule with an iron fist

Rule with me

Sell out your black people, be my uncle Tom

Be my house nigger

I said defiantly “My Soul is not for Sale!”

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!! I HATE MY BOSS!! I CURSE HIM TO HELLLLLLLLLL!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!! I WISH ONE OF HIS BALLS WOULD FALL OFF AND IT GETS EATEN BY A DOG!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T STAND IT WHEN HE ASKED ME TO GO TO HIS STUPID LIL' GLASS CUBICLE AND MAKE ME SIT IN FRONT OF HIM WHILE HE EXPLAINS THINGS THAT I ALREADY KNOW!!!!

I CAN'T STAND IT WHEN HE CALLS FOR A MEETING AT 8AM SHARP (KONON LA) AND THEN TURN UP AT 10.30AM INSTEAD!!!!


I CANT STAND THE FACT THAT HE LURVESSSSSSSS TO KISS ASS!!!


ARGGHHH!! HELP ME! HELP ME NOW BEFORE I KILL THAT MAN!