Friday, January 20, 2006

Peace of Mind

I just received my letter of increment yesterday. Crap! Can’t even buy decent shoes with what I got. Alright, gonna take a few deep breath now. Inhale…exhale…inhale…exhale…Cosmic, be thankful that you got an increment and a decent bonus. Some people don’t get anything at all.


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Had a semi-huge fight with the boyfriend. The man flirted and had the gall to tell me that he simply regarded it as a joke! A joke! If it were a joke then I wouldn’t be soooo upset then, would I? If it were a joke then I would be rolling on the floor laughing now, wouldn’t I? I am NOT the jealous type okay. I am quite liberal and have no problem if the boyfriend wants to meet up his other friends who happen to be women as long as he tells me about it. Doesn’t he know that I have trust issues? If other people agreed with me that it was a flirtatious act on his part then how come he doesn’t view it as such? GRRR!! Take me seriously when I said that I am upset, will you? Don’t la say, “What’s wrong with you? Period ke?” Arghh!! SOOOO NOT the right thing to say okay???

I don’t know whether it is right to say, “I trust you. It’s OTHER people that I don’t trust!” But in these day and age, it is better to be safe than sorry, kan? I don’t think I’m blowing things out of proportion.

OMG! I have so much anger in me these past couple of days that it is scaring me. High blood pressure you think? *Gulp*


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On a lighter note, I am going to Awana Genting with a bunch of my schoolmates this weekend. That should be fun. Plan to play volleyball all day and sing karaoke all night. Oh and probably get that RM45 foot massage too.

Have a good weekend peeps!

21 comments:

zuhri said...

awana? bestnya sejuk-sejuk kat sana.

vic said...

Do watch Anger Management. It helps

Volleyball? Ahhh a wonderful sport. Been ages since i last played it.

Have a great holiday.

Freak & Geek said...

Chill, sit back and relax.. enjoy ur weekend!

italkcock said...

play some strip poker and the loser has to run naked around the hotel grounds late at night with all of you standing on the balcony and having a good laugh!!!! Do It!!! I promise you it is great fun!!!

Pink-Fins said...

Hey! That's my angry smiley...!! yes grrrrrrrrrrrr for increment! But you shoulda posted the angry king kong.. grrrrrrrrrrrr.... errr how does king kong sound when he's angry anyways??

Neways CG, totally agree with zuhri, cool yourself down in genting..have a swell weekend yah... ;-)

Forget that lousy piece of paper and have a chat with the BF.. (or you want me to knock his head instead? I can do that *grin*)

Pink-Fins said...

Oh oh oh.. I gotta add - jealous tanda sayang tau... *grin*

Mr Hobo said...

that bloke you call boyfriend doesn't know the skills of 'usha-ing' other girls. He should bitch about the girls with you and enjoy that bitching moment together. win-win there, he gets to watch and you get to bitch!

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[Is]landa said...

whoah, take a chill pill girl!

here, have some chikin. should help:)

Wong Ah Beng said...

mr hobo..
ya lor..u are definitely correcto! :)

lx said...

cosmic .. hv a good weekend n use the fishing rod theory, ie. release the line, reel them in and release the line. They'll soon tire themselves out. End of the day, they are still on the hook LOL

cikPijah said...

rileks babe. hope that u had gr8 time in Genting n all is well when u come back.

KaiserSoze said...

It's the cosmic effect I guess, something abt the golden dog coming about..me too..full with angst...

I blame it on a hectic January

Shopper Mom said...

some men can be a bit blur when it comes to joking and flirting. there is a fine line between them.

how was the weekend?

trueblue said...

I can't believe he asked "period ke?". Definitely NOT the right thing to say.Hehehe
Anyway, hope all is well already. Hopefully 'sejuk-sejuk' di Awana, boleh 'sejuk-sejukkan' hati you :)

Cosmic_GurL said...

Zuhri,Vic & Fn& - Weekend was good but I sprained my ankle while playing volley :(

ITC - Strip poker eh? Hehehe...Shouldve told me earlier, brader!

Pink-fins - Yes! Thts yr angry smiley. Heheh..pinjam ek? Yeah, can u go ketuk his head for me?

Hobo - Ooooohhh...thts what u guys have been doing huh?

Ylanda - OMG! I had sooooooo much chicken over the weekend! Chicken rendang, fried chicken, chicken rice...Think i dah overdose on chickin u know ;p

WAB - Yelah tuh...u guys like to stick together when it comes to things like this kan?

Alex - Hmmm...I tot thats wht ive been doing all along..hehehe..think maybe i got the right concept but the wrong technique

Cosmic_GurL said...

Cik Pijah - Thanks. I did have a good time actually :)

Kaisersoze - Ure right! It hasnt been a good month la :(

Shopper Mon - U think? Ke they saja2 buat blur! Bkn leh caya diaorang nih

Trueblue - Dah sejuk banyak. Well, thts how guys are I tell you..When we get angry at them they blame it on our menses!

zuhri said...

u sprained ur ankle? lai..lai..lai u sit here. i veli good giving massage. where u hurt? ankle? oppss..soli ah, i salah pegang. hehehe

Princess Sparkle said...

"Period ke?" Whoooaaaa that is SO not the thing to say! Not even if it is true!!! CG's bf, you are so dead. But hope you guys kissed-and-make-up at Awana.... :-)

Cosmic_GurL said...

Zuhri - Hep! Notty boy!

Princess - Hehehehe...yeah we did :p

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